Goodbye, all.
My nerves are dying, my muscle tissue dissolved, the last bits twitching as they fail.
My digestion is stopped, organs failing slowly but surely.
I await my last ride to my last stop for whatever final failure will kill me. Love to those who supported me. Goodbye.— Mike O'Mara (@MikeOMara) January 15, 2023
It is an eerie, terrible feeling to know that you’ll be dead soon. To know that every little thing you do, every action you wouldn’t have thought twice about might be the last time this time you’re doing it. Standing, walking, eating, sleeping, lifting my arms… it’s all ending.
— Mike O'Mara (@MikeOMara) January 14, 2023
Waking up feeling like little pools of acid have been poured into various places where muscles connect as they continue to dissolve from my body. Every time I think the torture can’t get worse before the end, it does. Somehow, it can hurt me more yet before it kills me.
— Mike O'Mara (@MikeOMara) January 14, 2023
There are two reactions I have gotten to my horrible, irreversible wasting disease caused by the COVID vax – scorn / hatred, or pity.
I don’t want either.
I wanted my life.
It is so cruel how this just takes and takes, little by little. How I wish it would just end me now.— Mike O'Mara (@MikeOMara) January 14, 2023
h/t dr0id